life update

Ciao, it’s Chams!

henlo it me

We’re already in the 2nd half of the year and I can’t believe how this year went by so fast and I super relate to this meme:

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How are you all doing? I hope everything is good, wherever you are.

We’re still in another lockdown in the Manila, and I’m super bummed that this is still happening a year after our first lockdown in 2020. Government is still blah, blaming all the people for the spread of the virus, not acknowledging their faults, and pretending that everything is okay, thinking that lockdowns are absolute solutions. I could go on and on, but I don’t wanna focus on political thingies on this post lol.

career

Things are actually going pretty well with work. I have mentioned in a previous post that I got promoted, and a few days ago, I celebrated my 2nd year anniversary with the company. The pandemic hit us really hard, since we mostly handle foodservice clients and they were super affected with the lockdowns and all, so many projects were put aside– however, it opened doors to other opportunities like engaging with manufacturing accounts! Which means bigger wins for us. Since my job is in sales, the pressure is always there, especially when hitting targets. But our Provider is really kind and generous, and for that, I’m always grateful.

business

The cookie business is still up and running, and we are super blessed to have this as our side hustle. We are really happy that it has provided us sanity and extra income (sanity comes first, yes) as we’re doing this as a weekend thing. We are currently closed, since we’re in a lockdown and since August is also a busy month at work. I’m excited to open the shop again, and list a new flavor, or maybe a new product– so maybe watch out for that? Heheh

follow our IG: @ohmnomsph

hobbies

It’s been more than a year since we’re stuck at home, and it’s pretty exhausting doing the same things over and over again. Unlike before that we can go out whenever we want to, it’s really hard to do that these days. So I picked up new hobbies and things to do, like working out! I am super into jump rope for the last 3 months, and it’s a super fun way to exercise. I make it to a point that I do at least 1k jumps per day, which I finish in 12-15mins (while listening to my fave gym playlist–mostly SB19 songs haha). And then, I like to finish it off with some weights to tone my arms and shoulders. It helps with my posture as well.

fave work-out set heheh

Aside from that, I also love digital journaling and drawing on my iPad! I was never good at drawing– maybe at doodling but it’s the skill I really wanted to learn. I have been watching videos on YT and Skillshare (thanks to the free trials lol) to improve my digital illustrations, and I think we all gotta start somewhere just so we can improve a little bit more.

my first ever procreate project!

personal

I have been following a day-to-day schedule pretty recently and it really kind of works for me, it somehow tells my brain to do stuff and get it done. I’m pretty much okay lately, not the best I can say but I’m trying to hold myself together pretty well.

Last July, I was also fully-vaccinated! Everyone in our household is fully-vaccinated already, and we are privileged and very blessed that we had access to the vaccine. My parents are both A2, and all of my sibs are under A4. We were super blessed that we didn’t encounter so many issues in the vaccination sites as well. We are still very cautious even if we are all fully-vaccinated! We always wear our masks, we rarely go out (only for grocery runs), and we make sure we shower before we step in the house! We have improvised a shower area in our garage where everybody should shower first and put all the outside clothes in the washer to make sure we’re all disinfected. We also disinfect our bags before we go in. We’re pretty much used to that routine now hehe.

fully vaccinated last July 17! I got Sinovac.

I am really trying to keep myself busy these days, and one of the things I’ve been doing is creating skincare-related content on IG, which I started in May. I super love the skin-positive community there, and I kind of wished I learned about it when my self-esteem was super low because of my acne. That is also the reason why I started the page, to give support to those who are struggling with the same issues that I have. Recently, someone DM-ed me, asking for my experience with the medication that we’re both using. It’s a different kind of support you get when you know someone is going through the same things as you are.

you can follow my skincare page! @chamieskins

My paternal grandma also died a few days ago, which is painful for us all, but somehow we are comforted that she passed peacefully in her sleep. She was 96, and have lived a long life already, and we are grateful that we shared our earthly life with her. We love her and we’ll surely miss her happy smiles, her giggles, her cute cha-cha moves, and the smell of her coffee and tobacco.

We love you always, Lola Baling!

I pray for that kind of passing as well, just drifting in your sleep, then waking up in another life.

I might have overshared for today’s post, but it’s fun going back here and I’m really glad that I was able to share snippets of my life here.

I hope you all stay safe!

finally, some clarity | happy international women’s day!

“There’s beauty and grace in the flaws of your face. All candor and style in the crook of your smile.” Am I Pretty? by The Maine

Happy International Women’s Day to all my lovely readers! Remember that you are beautiful, and I pray that you flourish in everything you do!

break-out

I remember looking at myself in the mirror and I ask myself, “What happened?”

My breakouts started to appear early 2018. I was taking care of my skin, bought really expensive 10-step Korean Skin Care, but nothing happened. No improvements at all. I have tried so many products for my acne. Even consulted a dermatologist, but no matter how many prescription meds they gave me, still the problem did not go away.

It went on and on, until last year. When I started having teleconsultations with a derm online, and gave me effective treatment for my acne. It was August 2020, when I finally saw my skin clearing up, for the first time in 2 years. I researched and researched on the best products to use, especially for my hyperpigmentation. I actually came across The Ordinary and used the Niacinamide 10% + Zinc 1% and it really helped my skin heal and fade those pesky red acne marks away. I was consistent with my minimalist skin care routine, (cleanse, serum, moisturize, SPF) and was always checking on with my derm for updates on my skin.

It was this January 2021 when my acne started resurfacing again. I was in stress, not gonna lie. So I thought that was the main reason why I was breaking out again. However, when I checked my period tracker app, (I’m using Flo), I noticed that my cycle is longer than usual.

Normally, my cycle is 28 days-32 days being the latest. But recently, my cycles have been 42 days, and the latest was 44 days. I was quite alarmed, and realized that besides the irregular menstrual cycle, I always experience dysmenorrhea for the first 3 days of my menstruation. I remember spending time in our University clinic during my first day of period since I cannot really handle the pain. I also call in sick at work during my first day, because it was really a struggle to get up and walk. I also experience throwing up because of the discomfort it brings me.

That was when I decided to schedule a consultation with a gynecologist.

During the initial consultation, she noticed that I have some acne and she actually pointed out that it could be a sign of hormonal imbalance. She then got me a request for a sonologist to have my ultrasound, to see what’s really in there. After two days, I went for my sonologist appointment and the results came in. I have Polycystic Ovaries. Both of my ovaries have cysts, and the root cause of all my period pain dilemmas, irregular cycle, and acne breakouts. I immediately sent the results to my gyne, and prescribed me pills to regulate my hormones, and hopefully control my acne breakouts as well.

All along, I thought I was using the wrong products for my skin.

All along, I thought my period pains were just normal.

bare-faced self | embracing my flaws

Something to learn here, is to listen to your body. When things are starting to be out of the ordinary, then it might be the best time to speak with a professional or seek medical help. We cannot always find the easy way out, or find solutions on google, or try the latest recommendations from influencers. Consider doctor check-ups as part of your self-care routine every year. Stay safe out there!

‘Til then!

hbd

Ciao, it’s Chams!

I just turned twenty six and I’m like ??? I swear I was like 19 yesterday??? Aside from the fact that I’m shookedt to the core that I’ve reached 26 without being in trouble is an achievement. My birthday was quite special. We stayed home, cooked my favorite food, I made my own cake, my partner gave me a beautiful sunflower, I also bought dried flowers and we just had a fun and relaxed day.

I made this minimalist daisy cake 💗

For this birthday blog, I would like to share new things that I have learned about myself recently:

• I have mustered up enough guts to focus and improve on things I am already good at, instead of trying out a lot of things just to prove that I can.

• I am capable of letting go of my sentimental items, like my old band merch, mementos, etc.

• I am expressing myself better than I used to.

• I am slowly becoming more like the person I want to be.

Hope you all have a good day!

working out & getting fit

Ciao, it’s Chams!

I have mentioned from my post yesterday that I worked out for the past few months that I was on a hiatus, starting April 2020. Working out helped me a lot, especially for my mental health. It really diverted my attention and I just enjoyed doing it for myself. It also made me a bit fit and I felt really healthy haha. I just wanted to share with y’all my favorite workouts and how I *tried* to stay in shape during the quarantine.

I didn’t actually do the workouts by myself, just because I don’t know where and how to start. Years ago, I really loved doing Hasfit’s Insanity Cardio Workout but I figured out that I don’t really enjoy doing it now. So I tried to look for other workout videos that will really motivate me and keep me consistent. So here are my favorite fitness pros that I found on Youtube!

  1. Mr. And Mrs. Muscle
Click the photo for the Day 1 workout video.

When I was searching for a good workout, this suddenly popped up and tried to do the Day 1 of the workout plan. It was easy to follow and didn’t really make me feel exhausted. But it really made me sweat a LOT! The next day, my muscles were super sore but I still went on until I finished Day 14. It really felt great for me and I like how straight forward the workout is. This is great for beginners, and for those who are just starting to transition from very sedentary to being active.

Click the photo for the full 14-day workout playlist

They also have immediate to advanced workouts, buddy workouts and mostly HIIT, if you’re into that.

2. Emi Wong

Click the photo to direct you to the Day 1 of this program

After I did the 14-day workout program of Mr. and Mrs. Muscle, I figured out that I can level up my workout routine and decided to follow Emi Wong’s 15-day lower abs and intense belly fat burn program. When I say challenging, it really is!!! I was super used to doing workouts for 20 minutes only, but Emi’s workouts are for 30 minutes – 1 hour. Of course, it’s optional to do the whole workout, but no pain, no gain. So I did the whole routine, and surprisingly, I did well and made me feel stronger! I also like how motivating Emi is on her videos.

When I feel extra, I also include this workout on my routine:

3. Blogilates

I love Cassie’s isolation workouts, or workouts targeting specific areas like butt, shoulder, arms, etc. Plus, she’s a really great motivator and I love her jolly personality. She’s very chatty while doing the workouts (real-time!) and I kind of like that, because you’ll feel like she’s your workout bud.

Here are my favorite videos from Cassie:

Also, if you’re into pilates, she’s really great at that! She also launched a new app called, BODY by blogilates and you can access her workout videos + workout plans exclusive for those who will subscribe monthly.

That sums up my favorite workout / fitness pros that I follow for my workout routines! Now moving forward, I would like to share with you some of my must-haves that I really enjoyed using while working out!

Airpods

I don’t really like playing those workout videos on full-blast, that’s why I always use my earbuds. However, it can be a real hassle ’cause it tangles a lot! So I got myself an Airpods, and it really made my workout easier, plus I’m not worried that I’ll bother my sister when I workout while she’s sleeping.

Airpods 2 that I got from @haggai.ph on instagram.

Workout bra/bralette

I can’t really say that this is a sports bra, since it’s really not. This is a bralette that I got from Shopee and it does the job well since I have small boobs and it doesn’t need that much support haha. I got 4 pcs of this, in white, green, brown and taupe.

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Nothing better than when you tick off your routine one by one. It helps you become more focused and excited to reach your goal!

R E S U L T S

After a month of staying consistent with my workout routine, here are my results! Okay, I know I flexed my muscles a bit but I definitely saw some results and it made me feel really healthier!

After doing Mr. and Mrs. Muscle, and Emi Wong’s workouts for 1 month.

Bottom line, if you want change, you should start now and stay consistent with your routine. You should not expect overnight results, but be patient and keep your eye on your goal!

’til then!

waddup, me back

Ciao, it’s Chams!

I know I have been MIA for most of the year, and I also turned this blog to private for some time. Basically I ‘cleansed’ my social media (eg. deactivating my Twitter account of 9 years, and setting my Facebook account and podcast to private), and I also practiced having downtime for my social media screen time. Reason being, I wanted to stay away from all the toxicity that I’ve been seeing online. I know we’re still in the middle of a pandemic, and while it’s good to be informed and openly speaking up about the *sighs* incompetency of the people in position, you’ll just feel super saturated and just want to take a breather. I felt the need of getting a break when someone who is really close to me told me that I am becoming toxic on my socials. It wasn’t easy to take in, and I was actually in denial.

Couple of days later, I started focusing on self-improvement (journal writing, meditation, and reading books) and was drifting away from holding on to my mobile for too long. I only used it for work, Shopee browsing (therapeutic lmao), workout videos, and for watching Netflix. It felt good in some way, that you’re actually doing something for yourself.

i’m back

I really missed writing on my blog, and sharing my thoughts openly. It has a different feel when I post something here and when I write it down on my journal. So, there you go. I just wanted to let you know that I’m back haha.

I’ll see you often!

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When did wordpress change their format? I’m totally lost lmao

cookies brought us here

Hello, world. Meet mine. 

how we met

[ October 15, 2018 ]

I was in the backseat of the car, stuck in traffic and was looking down on my phone. Hours before my flight, I was swiping left and right, looking at different men, reading their bios — some were funny, incredibly witty, and some were just plain boring. I wasn’t really invested in the dating app that I was using.

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After an amount of swiped left guys, popped this really adorbs guy, wearing a suit, and I guessed it was him in his graduation photo. First thing I noticed was his smile and how it synchronizes with his eyes. Carefully read his bio, and BOOM! It was a match.

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Okay, to be completely honest, my brows went up a little bit when he also mentioned in his bio that he was trying to look for a serious relationship. Like who says things like that in your dating profile bio? Are you tryna scare the girls away? Apparently, not me. I focused on the silver lining and looked at the brighter side that this guy bakes cookies.

Of course, since we were using bumble, I should be the first one to initiate the conversation.

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Yes, so it went like that. Being the blabber mouth that I am, I looked into his bio again and saw his star sign. He was an Aquarius too, so I thought it would be nice to use that as a conversation starter.

Me: Soooo, you’re an Aquarius too. Kailan birthday mo? (When’s your birthday?) Haha

Him: Yas I’m an Aquarius! Feb 10 haha ikaw?

Me: Feb 7 omg hahahah

Him: OH MY HAHAHA SAMA KA SA CELEBRATION KO TAPOS AKO SAYO (Join me in my *birthday* celebration, and I’ll join yours)

Okay, things were escalating pretty quickly but it was also about to die down. That very moment while I was talking to him, I was on my way to the airport, for my flight to Bacolod. And it wasn’t for a week-long vacation, but I will be there for six months to work. Yes, it was a complete bummer. I told him that I will be away for quite a long time, and he had nothing to do but accept our star-crossed lovers kind of fate.

We continued talking, until I reached the city of smiles.


the one after the swipe

To be completely honest, I was really having fun, talking to him. We’re both very different people, but we totally clicked. He was very straightforward, outgoing and he seems kinda like the life of the party. He’s also quirky, but in a good way.

We also switched to Telegram after a few exchange of messages on bumble and was surprised that he deleted his dating profile a few days after. He also got my number, and asked if he could call me in the morning, while he gets ready for work and to wake me up so I could follow our dorm’s bathroom schedule. He did it every weekday, without fail. It was also this time when he started giving me hints that he liked me and told me that he wanted to pursue me. *kiligs* 

Though he was miles away from me at that time, it was like a blessing in disguise, that we were able to get to know a lot about each other, without the rush. In my head, I knew it would be a totally different scenario if we weren’t in a long distance landian. We were taking our time, getting to know each other, our similarities, our differences. Somehow, it was much more easier to take in all the things that you know about a person when you are not physically there since there isn’t a lot of judgment. Lol does that even make any sense?

But, to tell you the truth, it ain’t hard to like Kervy. He’s basically the sweetest, gentlest and nicest guy I’ve ever known. He also speaks with so much wisdom, and he’s very passionate of the things that he loves to do. No wonder, that as the weeks went on, I started to like him more and more.

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christmas ain’t cold anymore

Two months of talking virtually eventually lead us into meeting each other physically, for the first time. I went home for the Christmas holidays, and it was the 23rd of December when we first met. Boy, I was nervous. I didn’t know why. I was pretty sure I completely knew a lot about this person, but still I was anxious, because what if I didn’t meet his expectations?

I’m not the type of person who sweats a lot, but I swear, that moment my palms were moist and it felt like all of my blood were in my head. Also, he was with his mom the first time I met him. So, imagine the amount of anxiety that I’ve been dealing with that time. But, God was great. He magically wiped off the anxiety when I saw him and his mom, smiling, while waiting for me. It went pretty well, his mom and I exchanged pleasantries, then she headed home and left us there in the mall so we could go on with our first date heheh. It was a pretty casual date, we just had pizza and took some photos using his film camera. Then he went to my house so he could meet my family.

We had great food, and he talked to my parents and siblings, like he’d known them for a long time. We also went to church together with my family to attend simbang gabi. And it was very dreamy, with the colorful lights around us and all. I was sure by then that I was in love with him. (but I didn’t tell him yet heheh)

We went to my home after the mass. And just a few moments before he went home to his, he stood up, straightened his shirt and spoke in a loud and clear voice:

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post-christmas extravaganza

After the New Year, I had to go back to Bacolod for work. And we were back with our video calls and chats. It was much easier then, because we know that soon I’ll be back for good, and we were counting on the days when we’ll be together for our birthdays. He got a plane ticket to Bacolod for us to celebrate our birthdays together. I planned out our itinerary, the places we’d go to, the places where we could eat, and so on. But fate played with us again.

I got a news from work, that we will all be sent back to Manila before February. For good.

Sure, it was great news. We’ll be back to Manila for good, earlier as expected.

Bummer, since we planned out our February vacation. And it needed to be canceled.


the brighter side

When I got back to Manila, a few days before our birthdays, we started to realize how our initial plan came true. That we will be able to celebrate both of our birthdays together. And it was so much fun! It’s amazing how God works in ways you can’t imagine.

Okay, so maybe you are wondering how we became together?

Here it goes.


so it begins

After our birthdays, I was really really 100% sure of him. He made me feel loved and secured and happy, and there was no reason not to be with him. So I planned out, how will I tell him that I wanted us to be together, like officially?

So being the creative person that I am, in the morning of March 10th, I made a zine. I cut out cute graphics, and a funny comic strip, and made a short poem. I forgot about the other contents, but yes, at the end of the poem, I told him there that he got himself a girlfriend.

His reaction was priceless.

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now what?

8 months in the relationship, and we are still learning a lot from each other. And what I love about the relationship that we have now, is that we pray together everyday. Through that, we get to know our intentions, and we get to pray for one another. Being in the Singles for Christ community also made us better individuals, and even better partners, as we grow together in love and in faith.

Sure, we had moments where we didn’t understand each other, but every time we had that, we made sure we talk about it in the best loving way possible. I’m really blessed to have someone who knows me well, understands me better and prays for me for the best.

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(1) After a fun photowalk sesh at BGC, we took a self-portrait (2) Our first picture together, me holding a pizza (3) He took me to my first prom, hence the awkward couple shoot (4) Just recently, we went to ANCOP Global Walk

what i love about my bb

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cookies pls

If you made it this far, I’m pretty sure you found our story interesting. But what makes it even more interesting, is that we now sell the cookies that sparked our love story! These chewy, chocolatey and chunky cookies are super hard to resist– I’m telling you!

Introducing, the Ohm-noms Cookies!

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Make sure you get your date a dozen ohms for Christmas! 😉

DM our instagram page for orders and queries!

 

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PS

Kervy and I are doing a podcast as well! Go check chamsicles on Spotify!

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you are ok | mnl

i was on the verge of breaking down, then you came around.

It’s been two years since I last saw The Maine do a show here in Manila. I miss them terribly, that’s why I was really excited when they released You Are OK this year, because that means they’ll be back on tour, yay!

When PULP announced that they’re taking The Maine back to Manila, I was pretty sure I jumped and screamed with excitement! I mean, I’ve seen them a couple of times before, but there’s something with them that makes me want to see them every time they go here in Manila, It wasn’t all because of their charm, but their music, of course.

the announcement

It was during the first half of the year when they announced that they’re going back on tour. My sister and I were actually the first ones to get a ticket, because it’s cheaper when you buy in advance and you’ll be able to secure a meet and greet pass! Now, we wait.

the pre-concert

Apparently, when you’re getting older, your excitement is not the same when you were younger. We went to the venue at around 4:00 (show starts at 8:00) because the meet and greet will be around 6:00. When we were younger, we usually go to the venue 12 hours before the show so we can line up early and get the best spot (near the barricade). Now, we enjoy being at the back of the theater, seeing the stage in full view, more open space to dance and jump around, and you won’t get squished!

I don’t know why, but every The Maine concert completely becomes a reunion for me and my friends. It’s also like that one event where you see familiar people, and it’s fun to see how these people look different from the last time you saw them. Anyway, 4/6 of my concert buddy friends were there, and we’re all very different from the kids we were used to be back then. We now have great jobs, and one of us is in med school! But, the love for The Maine is still the same, maybe even stronger.

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It was 6:00 PM when the Meet and Greet line initiated, and we were really excited when the boys went out the stage and gave us hellos and warm hugs! Like I said in the earlier blog, they don’t allow their fans to pay for meet and greet tickets, because why would you even pay money to meet human beings right? So they do this thing as much as they can.

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the concert!!!

People were freaking out when the counter started, and I was freaking out too because I feel like they’re about to sing Slip The Noose first! And they did! And I was really happy because they were wearing their all-white suit and it’s the first time Manila saw them fully-geared up like that!!! do you feel how excited i am writing this right now lol)

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As usual, they sound lovely, and I was all smiling and dancing and jumping with my friends the whole show. I just enjoyed the whole time and dropped my phone. Though I did put my phone on voice memo so I can listen to it after and reminisce how the show went. What I really like about going to concerts is the experience, being with my friends and singing these songs with them that we used to sing when we were younger, and broke and didn’t know where or what our lives would be after school.

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Somehow, The Maine reminded me how to be alive again. Thank you. I am OK. 

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hear me gush over the maine

Where do I begin? It’s really hard to open up a story about something so amazing, I just want to dig right into it and let my emotions flow.


It all started off when I met them in February 2011, The Maine was one of the acts for LIV3 show, and we came there for Never Shout Never and We The Kings. I haven’t heard about them since, and my first time hearing them live didn’t really make me a fan in an instant.

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The Maine for LIV3. 2011.

Fast forward to 2012, my sister and I were in another concert and they kept on playing Girls Do What They Want and Everything I Ask For while waiting for the show to start. We then figured out it was a song from The Maine and we started listening to them that moment.


pioneer

Pioneer was their recent record when we started listening to them, and to be honest, it sounded very different from their previous records Can’t Stop, Won’t Stop and Black and White. Somehow we missed their boy-band/punk-rock vibe but as time passed, I started to appreciate its uniqueness and how well-thought Pioneer was. I can definitely say that Pioneer was a make or break for them, it’s either fans would love it or hate it. But turns out, everybody loved it and then came Forever Halloween. My favorites from this record are Identify, Some Days, Misery, When I’m at Home and Like We Did.

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Pioneer. 2011.


forever halloween

It was 2013, when they released Forever Halloween, a 12-track album where they showed how great they are as an independent artist. I don’t know how they did it, but it must be their passion to create music that sets them apart from others. My favorites from this record are Run, Love and Drugs, and F**Ked up Kids. Shortly after, they also released a Deluxe version of FH and my favorites are Ugly on the Inside and Bliss.

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Run – The Maine, Forever Halloween. 2013.

 


american candy

Then came 2015, I was graduating in college and American Candy was the best reward there is. American Candy was a subtle and smooth record for me. I mean, all of the songs in this track are amazing! Whenever I listen to this, it takes me back to the time when I celebrate with friends with our graduation and our board exams. My personal favorites for this record are English Girls, Am I Pretty?, (Un) Lost, and Another Night on Mars. 

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Am I Pretty – The Maine, American Candy. 2015.


lovely little lonely

After two years, The Maine released their new record, Lovely Little Lonely. It is a 12-track album again, but it’s different than the other records they put out there. The beautiful transitions in this album are flawless especially in Lovely to Black Butterflies and Deja Vu. The vibe they put into this record feels very mature for me and at the same time, all the words will hit you right in the soul. I don’t know, but they really keep getting better over time. My favorites from this record are Bad Behavior, Black Butterflies and Deja Vu, Taxi, and How Do You Feel?

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Lovely Little Lonely. 2017.


you are ok

This year, The Maine has released another record called You are OK. They never fail to give their fans quality music and content, which may be why they take two years to produce another one. For us fans, we always look forward to listen to their new music, and waiting for The Maine is always worth it. You Are OK for me is really timely, and it’s like a reminder that whatever hard spots you’re hitting, you’ll always get by. My favorites from this record are Slip the Noose, Numb Without You, and Flowers on the Grave. 

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You Are OK. 2019


the maine as a band

I’ve been a fan girl since I was 16, and I followed lots of artists since. But, I already outgrew most of them, mainly because they changed music, and it just doesn’t feel the same anymore. Apparently, with The Maine, it feels really different. It’s like, I want them to be part of my life and, yeah it may sound corny and very cheesy but it is how it is. I met a lot of awesome people because of them, I listened to their music while I was still studying in college, up until I finished school and became a licensed professional, and now that I am in the working class, I still listen to them. The Maine has been really a part of my life and somehow, I want them to be a constant.

What sets them apart is their passion for music, and giving their 100% to the people who supports them. The Maine also do not allow their fans to pay for meet and greets during their shows. I think they are the only band that I know who are like that. And I love them for that.

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film photography story | vol. 2

And now, we’re back to photography! 

Back in February, my dear boyfriend gave me a fresh roll of lomography 100 film and I was dearly excited to use it because it was my first time to try a fresh roll! If you haven’t seen my first post about film photography and how I got into it, I will link it for you right here. I used an expired Ultima 100 film there, and I was really excited to use lomo 100 (because it really sounds fancy as well hehe).

Of course, I still used my dad’s old Pentax ME, and it is really in need of a cleaning. However, it still works well and can still capture beautiful things.

now down to the photos

Each roll has 36 shots and I took photos from great places and took portraits of really cool people. But you know, I’m a still newbie and still don’t know what I’m doing so some of the shots were really underexposed. When I say underexposed, I meant you can’t see a thing out of the shots I took. They were all dark.

Good thing, I adjusted something from my camera and saved some shots!

sintang paaralan

I went back to my university to get some documents and grabbed the opportunity to capture the beauty of my school in film.

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North wing. Main Building.

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Mabini Obelisk and a group of Iskos.

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Great Wall of PUP lmao

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Pandayan ng isip ng kabataan.

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Mabini Obelisk mula sa North wing.

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Iskolar ng Bayan, ngayon ay lumalaban.

I hope you liked this photo set. 😉

All photos were developed and processed by Sunny16 Lab.

 

Love always,

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on getting up

It is in the most difficult times that you see yourself, broken into pieces, like a shattered glass on the floor. Then you look at it like,

“This was where I went wrong,” and

“This was where I made wrong decisions.”

You pick it up carefully, keeping in mind not to touch the sharp edges. You look at the glass and see yourself in those situations, then reality hits you and your reflection starts to glare. This is you now. What can you do about now?

It’s not easy as you think it would be, but keep in mind that you are not alone. Your friends, though you’re not keeping up with them constantly, doesn’t mean they’re not there for you. They will always be. You just have to open up and allow them to listen. Your family, sure, they can sometimes have judgment, but they are up for some talking. Lastly, you have yourself. You are lucky that you are whole, and you are alive. There’s hope in your heart and you are still looking forward to the great things that are yet to come. Give yourself time to pause and reflect, seek for guidance, and pray for directions and wisdom to discern the things that are being unfolded to you, if they are from the Lord.

How many times did we hear the phrase, “It is okay not to be okay.” Your feelings are valid, but it’s not an excuse to stop. You pick up the broken pieces, bring them together and continue where you left off, but this time, better and stronger.

Everything is temporary, even the sorrow that you carry. – The Maine, Flowers on the Grave